Sweet Orange Fox

So now I think I am REALLY being screwed around with. After a morning of crying, eating girl scout cookies, crying, eating a bag of Cheetos, crying some more and watching the better part of Dexter: Season One, I decided it was time to get my act together. Contrary to popular belief I DO have a job, and work needed to get done. So I pulled myself out of bed, Cheeto crumbs coming with me, and sat down to work. But not before a trip to the bathroom, naturally, to use whatever test was lying around. I had had two cups of coffee and Diet Coke this morning so did not expect much, but here is what I got: (the bottom test on each picture):






PLEASE someone tell me what in the crap is going on. This is just too much for me to take. I always compare this journey to a rollercoaster, and I keep getting reminded just how true that is. The pink tests show yesterday, this morning and this afternoon. The blue tests are the inside of digital tests which all showed positive..Sunday, Monday and then this afternoon. Both the bottom pink test and the bottom blue test are from the same pee sample...so I am wondering if maybe that sample was a total fluke. Do Cheetos have a high level of hCG in them or something?? Where is this coming from? I have been having even more spotting today than the past few days so I just don't know what to think. Of course, though, my hope has been restored. After all I said about never having any hope or optimism again...here I am...hoping against all hope that maybe these tests really mean something. I am so scared of the letdown I will face tomorrow if not. Another day with another high and another low.